31 December, 2005
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i dun wanna go to school!!!! especially when some people dun need to go school till march.......... arghhhhhh makes me wanna go poly just for that few more months of holiday.......

hmmmmmfph!

i wanna see fayexian again... fayexianfayexianfayexianfayexian im lovesick hurryup come to me huggiehuggiex!

totally feel like crying. bleagh.

ohmahgodImsosickIstartblabberingabouttotallyunrelatedstuff......*sniffsniff*
wonder if they allow mc on e first day of school... LOL

anyway i was thinking whether i should continue working on wkends throughout school term just for extra pocket money...... but dunno whether i can tahan a not ahahahz. still extra money sounds veryveeeeeeery tempting.... how? qianwei has it easier..... she can just work till poly reopens.... sometimes i envy her for being so decisive and knowing wad she wants in her life....
plus she has the guts to make some sacrifices to work towards it...

annong oso very enviable, its like she has a clear view of the path in front of her le..... haizzzzz

wonder when i'll be like that. meanwhile life has little meaning...... let alone death.... haiiiiz

didnt you know, dear, that smiling faces are but a facade?
sometimes if you try hard enough to cover up whats inside with a smile..... maybe..... after a while you can fool even yourself ---and that smile slowly, surely, turns into a sincere one (at least you think) and you become happy, because it gets mirrored back on the faces of people around you....

since it benefits both sides, there's nothing really wrong with that.

7:21 pm*